I have become a hell of alot more independent. I've gotten off my slacker career and studied more for school. I found a ton more music to ease my soul. I've learned to fall for straight guys rather than the lovely gay men. I text like there is no tomorrow. I swear alot. I fall for girls. I am more comfortable with the subject of sex. I am cold all the time. I decided to go anorexic a bit, for I hate my legs. I have built many friendships. I have become a rebel. I pierced my own ears and they got infected. A love of mine tattooed my name on his chest. I get to go graffiti in the Spring. I draw on myself alot! I love Jeffree Star. I wear tons of eyeliner. I love my Katie so much for she is my sister. I have regretted many things, yet praised most of what I've done. I met Jack. I don't care what you think. I see my psychiatrist again. I have become more vicious. I am getting better grades! I like a Junior named Erik. My brother has changed. I don't like it. My friends are real assholes a bunch of the time. I take shit from no one. I wear much eyeliner. I love bows. I eat alot [that needs to stop]. I like really big words. Reading is fun. Capital letters make me happy. I hate the 10th graders now.
Things that haven't changed. I still want to move to San Francisco. I still cut. I still am worried non stop. I still go on the computer non stop. I still am a nerd. I still am Cat.
I still love myself. I always will.
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love is the movement!
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